Well it was our "last" day of in class training today. We did our test and I did really well! I only got 2 wrong out of 40, so I got 95% and of course they were stupid mistakes, like I always make on tests, lol. But I was sooo worried about failing so, I'm glad I did as well as I did! :)

I'd also like to make another comment, just something general and the way I'm feeling right now. I need to vent sometimes, so deal with it ok!

For me there was no Valentine's Day...there was supposed to be a rain-check day...that will not actually happen. Today was supposed to be something like that, and well, it sucks. I sat alone eating dinner watching a movie whilst my boyfriend played WoW as that seems to be way more important than me...I work all day, he's off all day but the first thing he does when we get home is run upstairs and go play fucking WoW! GREAT! I love you too. Thanks a bunch. Sometimes things like this make me SO fucking sick. Honestly, I can't stand it sometimes, I just want to punch a wall in or something. It just absolutely infuriates me, and how can I talk about it seriously without him automatically throwing a fit at me and getting really pissed off and then closed off...please, someone explain to me HOW! I'm SO FUCKING ANGRY!! GAWD!! I just don't even know what to do in these situations aside from breakdown and cry. But even then, does he care? Why should he...

Personally, I don't give a shit if it doesn't mean anything to you, but Valentine's Day does mean a little something to me and 95% of the rest of the population, thank you very much! You can at least pretend, or if you actually loved me that much, you COULD do it for that reason?? Just a thought...or an idea really. How about I don't care about your birthday or something? How would you feel? I know it seems insignificant in comparison to a birthday, but it's a special day for COUPLES, for people who LOVE each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Take it as that and forget that its just a commercial holiday, we don't have to care about that aspect.


JUST FUCK IT ALL!!!!!!