What I decided today..
OK, so what I figured out today which should have come as no surprise, is that no matter what I'm doing, I hate it! Yes, that's correct, I hate every single job I've had, and this one is no different. I resolved that I am just not the working type! If only I could actually win the lottery, I would definitely quit working. I might have a part time job just to keep me from becoming bored out of my mind, but other than that...
What I really wish is that there was a LEGITIMATE at home job that I could do. I'm tired of all these stupid scams online...give us a real at home job!!! It would just provide so much freedom. I wouldn't have to worry about stupid schedules or worrying about getting the time off that I need, just complete freedom! It would be so amazing, but I guess I'm just dreaming here. Oh well...*sigh* one is allowed to dream.
I mean, I really thought that I would like this new job, or at least tolerate it a little bit better, but as it stands, as of today, I hate it! I cannot see myself doing this for very long. I'm getting really freaking tired of changing jobs. I mean, sure this is only my third job in the span of 3 years so I guess I'm not doing that badly. I'm not a complete job hopper ... yet. I just don't know what I want to do and that's frustrating for me. I also think I'm kind of bi-polar, but thats an entirely different story. I have this very fictional idea that Alex and I will get our own place and then everything will be fine and I'll be happy! Well sure, I'll be happiER than I am now, but I still don't think I'll be truly happy happy. Just kind of tolerating my situation like I am now. Though, it will be soooooooooo nice to have more space for our things and more freedom...and fridge space too! lol. Yes, it will be a true escape from my current situation, but until I find a job I like, or by some freakish chance, win the lottery, I won't really be happy.
So friends, think of me when you win your big lotteries, and take pity on me...I'm not a charity case, but I'm also not against donations! HAHAHA. OK, I'm kind of kidding around here... :S
What I really wish is that there was a LEGITIMATE at home job that I could do. I'm tired of all these stupid scams online...give us a real at home job!!! It would just provide so much freedom. I wouldn't have to worry about stupid schedules or worrying about getting the time off that I need, just complete freedom! It would be so amazing, but I guess I'm just dreaming here. Oh well...*sigh* one is allowed to dream.
I mean, I really thought that I would like this new job, or at least tolerate it a little bit better, but as it stands, as of today, I hate it! I cannot see myself doing this for very long. I'm getting really freaking tired of changing jobs. I mean, sure this is only my third job in the span of 3 years so I guess I'm not doing that badly. I'm not a complete job hopper ... yet. I just don't know what I want to do and that's frustrating for me. I also think I'm kind of bi-polar, but thats an entirely different story. I have this very fictional idea that Alex and I will get our own place and then everything will be fine and I'll be happy! Well sure, I'll be happiER than I am now, but I still don't think I'll be truly happy happy. Just kind of tolerating my situation like I am now. Though, it will be soooooooooo nice to have more space for our things and more freedom...and fridge space too! lol. Yes, it will be a true escape from my current situation, but until I find a job I like, or by some freakish chance, win the lottery, I won't really be happy.
So friends, think of me when you win your big lotteries, and take pity on me...I'm not a charity case, but I'm also not against donations! HAHAHA. OK, I'm kind of kidding around here... :S
posted by Sarah Haid at
9:07:00 p.m.
1 Comments:
Working at home is hard. you need a schedule and you need to be very disciplined, and often times you are working longer than an average 9-5 job.
Try being at peace with your current situation, I guess in a zen like way. If you cannot maybe something in your current situation should be changed, but you have to identify what it is.
Just because I got a new computer doesn't make me that much happier, if anything at all.
I know there's something much greater out there for you, though most people never realize it. Hopefully you will find it and be truly happy.
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David Nguyen, at February 26, 2007 10:57 p.m.
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